ballet shoes.

and a super princess. pink. strawberrie milk. making dinner for four. playing in the pudles with her 4 kids. seeing her giving food to Ivy. taking pictures of her. that's just a fraction of things of what the rosemeyer family misses right now. Ava was a very wondurful little Girl, Ava means breath of life and she was, to so many! She was like most 3 year-olds. Loved dolls, pink, ballet and princesses. She was never tired of wearing a heavy tutu, just to show off her wondurful sense of dance. She had a perfect smile, which shew pureness, innocence and simplicity. She loved to run around, dance, smile, giggle and laugh. But for the rosemeyer family, this month brings tears, hapiness, the longing, the sorrow the grieve. It's just because, Ava is Gone. Its true, the super pink princess who didn't dance, who "flew" is flying over the rainbow now. It was early February (the 3rd) when Ava snucked away to get some candies to family car which was unusually parked in the middle of the sun. Eventually, she feel asleep and within the time of 30 minutes, her brain had enough demages. When they found her, it was already too late, and even though she went to the hospital, she pasted away in her aunt's arms, in the 5th february, 2007. Ava, that breath of life, is miles away. Heaven. is. her. home.

It's not fair, really NOT fair. That an angel is part of that amazing blue field, way too soon. She will never be forgotten. And, that pink, will fill my heart, that strawberrie milk will be good to her tea parties in the summer, that dinner for four is always remenbered, the beutiful moments in the puddles, are always captured. that time when Ava would give Ivy food is always present and those pictures of her are always treasured. It is not enough, yet. But when the "is not enough" is all we have, we just got to hold on to it, to the fractions things we still have.

tonight,
fly high Ava,

I x